How many times have our friends warned us against this?

I have not abandoned you.

NEWS

• I dyed my hair black again, and got bangs. I'll go back to that burgundy color some day :/ it makes me sad that it failed, when I had a perfect opportunity for it not to. My hair was orange, and could've easily been dyed that burgundy I wanted. But Atelier Aucoin FUCKED. SHIT. UP.
• I'm again, getting my tattoo for graduation. When I finish charter, we're going within the week to Vegaaaas. I still want those dermal anchors at some point in the summer...I'll just have to pay for them.
• I have ALMOST graduated. Tuesday is the day I turn in all my last work! Woohoo!
• I am looking for a new job...
• I have come to the realization that nothing exciting happens in my life. Seriously, 2 weeks and this is all I've got.
  

I also realized that all the things you build up in your mind when you're little; senior year, having a job, all the things that give movies R ratings that you get to do yourself, they don't mean anything, nor are they great points in your life. They're all a huge let down after being put on this pedestal of mature and epic things. Basically the only thing I can look forward to that will be actually great is like....marriage and kids. Forget this anticlimactic existence.

Oh, happy 4th everyone. This holiday is stupid IMO, but Kate and I are headed over to Coronado to kick it with the step-fam. ...K, that nauseated me a little to type. Kate and I will once again be greeted with awkward stares and whispers of the, "Oh those are Paul's kids..." variety. I'm gonna rock the black extensions and probably all black clothes? I have no American pride. No one likes us.

HOT- Drake. I think he's a little bit fine. I don't know what the deal is with his slanty hair line though....

Funny story...I was watching Degrassi, which is a really dumb show...and the main conflict of the episode was the guy in the wheelchair couldn't get it up, thus no sex with his girlfriend. It was devastating...? Anyway, I'm watching It's On With Alexa Chung (which I love, btw) and she's like, "please welcome, Drake!" He walks out, and lo and behold, it's the guy in the wheelchair with erectile disfunction. 

NOT- Dudes in wheelchairs with ED

-Shelby <3