All these drama mamas have got me annoyed. Drama, while most of the time quite amusing, is entirely pointless. Those who purposely stir up drama really sincerely bother me. Do you have nothing else in your little lives to bring you fulfillment? Maybe try looking around you and LEARNING something instead of assuming you know it all. *sigh* Come on, guys. Come on.
Well, I am very happy to have my black hair back. I feel like it's ME, and I love black hair on pale skin with light eyes. And now I'm not a random brown haired girl with her wrists pierced. Because frankly, those two things don't go together very well. They even put this little piece of reddish in the back, called a "peekaboo". It's fun, I'm a fan.
Last night I talked to my friend Timmy via video iChat. You say you miss people, you text them, and talk on Facebook...but when you get face to face, or computer screen to computer screen, and interact with them, watch their facial expressions, hear them laugh...it all comes back. You reevaluate the OTHER three words, "I miss you", and though those words will appear the same in your phone's message inbox and Facebook wall, there is so much more meaning behind them now. To lose a presence in your life, rather, to have that presence relocated somewhere far away from you, is a difficult thing. It's even more difficult when you're the one suffering from relocation.
In all reality no one is suffering here, but I can genuinely say I miss my friends. I even miss my high school. Seeing Miss Kelsey Van V and her different headbands every day, catching looks from my guidance counselor questioning my return to high school in the first place, nevermind my suddenly long, black hair and nose piercing. I miss the chaos. I don't miss the drama, and even if I did, there's plenty of it leftover like Thanksgiving turkey. There's a lot of ways to re-prepare it. Turkey on your sandwiches, turkey salad...regardless, that turkey starts to stink after a while, you know why? Cuz it's expired. The time for turkey is over. See life as your greatest teacher. Accept that you don't know anything.
HOT- Mah weave. Her name is LaShondra. And oh, I've missed her so.
NOT- The imagery that comes with the fact that I just used turkey as a metaphor for high school drama.
-Shelby <3
that timmy guys sounds like a real great person
ReplyDeletehe sure is.
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