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October is FINALLY here! The weather today was AMAZING. It was all chilly and windy and I was legitimately cold all day long. I love Fall. I went and bought a bunch of delicious smelling candles, and my room smells like a pumpkin pie doused with cinnamon and apple amazingness. And 3 weeks exactly until my birthday!

Today was oddly productive. I re-organized my entire closet, cleaned my room (and if you've seen my room, you know this is not a simple task), and went to Whole Foods and bought Norwegian cod liver oil for my skin, and this vitamin that makes my hair grow at alarming rates. I also decided to get rid of the red peekaboo. Hollister won't give me hours if I continue to have a red chunk in my hair, and it's like a weird orange color now anyway.

Sometimes I want to just take all my piercings out and dye my hair back to it's normal color. I know I've said that before, but I'm really going to now. I don't want any more piercings, and I don't want any "epic" tattoos for the world to see. Sleeve dream, gone. I still want the bird tattoo, just a small one on my wrist with small words, instead of it spanning my entire upper forearm. I've come to realize that black hair/eyeliner and piercings is a teenage phase, and I don't want tattoos anymore. I'll keep my wrist piercings because I think they're cute and original, but no more. I want long, pretty, normal colored hair, and to wear nicer clothes, not skinny jeans and vans, or everything tight. I see myself in the future, and that's how I'd like to look. No more black hair, even though I felt like it's "me" and I feel much better with black hair than anything "normal". I'd like to go back to blonde at some point. But not until my hair is longer. It can't take anymore dying at this point. Well, it could...but I'd rather not. I used to want so badly to stand out, but I realize I can stand out with my appearance by just being myself, and with how I present myself, not by my hair color/clothes.

Another realization...I enjoy watching The Hills. I kind of only originally did for the clothes and hair, but lately it's been kind of entertaining. I want Audrina's hair. I love her sense of style in general, and strangely, her hair usually looks like a rats nest, but recently it's been looking quite nice.

I love the color. Speaking of hair, I'm scheduled for an extensions consultation this Tuesday, because I want some legittt ones for my birthday. My hair is currently black, but I want them to be similar to Audrina's color. I'm also over being pale. It's kinda gross right now. I don't want to tan outside anymore because skin cancer is like, a major fear of mine, so tanning booth visit? I think yes. Never been. Gotta be done.

Tonight is Tool Academy 2 and the Kourtney and Khloe Take Miami finale! I need a life outside of these tv shows. Seriously.

HOT- "Heads Will Roll" by Yeah Yeah Yeahs. It was on a promo for The Hills...lol.

NOT- My best friend, my sister, NOR my boyfriend read this blog. TALK ABOUT A BURN.

-Shelby <3

EDIT: OH LORD. This is my 27th post! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH.